Do you ever look at anyone and just feel totally overwhelmed by your feelings for them, I suppose mothers do - like with a first look at their newborn?
I've done it this morning with poliphilo . I looked at him and wham I was just choked by my feelings. It's nice. Love can at times be taken for granted in that deep down I know we love one another but this was - well indescribable.
Then there is real life. I was lucky enough to have 2 appointments at my doctor's yesterday. 3pm a cervical smear with the nurse and then 3.20 see the doctor to get a form (about my driving licence) filled in. It got to 3.15 and I'd not seen the nurse so I asked at reception what I should do. The answer was that whoever buzzed for me first should inform the other one where I was. It worked out that the nurse got there first and she put me on the doctor's list and not turned up (I'd alrady been there nearly an hour - I was early) and then put me as there when I left her. I finally got in with the doctor at 4pm and he warned me that because I'm on morphine I might not get my licence back - ho hum.
I'd left poliphilo at home as he isn't easy to be with at the doctor's at the best of time, never mind lots of waiting around, but when I got home (having rung him a couple of times to keep him up to date with what was happening) he was a wreck. He'd been worried about whether I was coping - but at least he was a wreck in comfort rather than a wreck at the doc's (and away from me lol)
I love this photo