March 11th, 2005

Today's food

I'm tired today. I spent a lot of last night looking at the streetlight through the curtains & had to use a type of self hypnosis to sleep. I had some wonderful 'daydreams' though. I was warm and cosy & poliphilo  was there a lot of the time - snoring gently - although he'll deny it.  He has this really annoying habit of stopping making a noise suddenly, I watch his body for raising and falling movements but never can see any, but I've learnt that if I just touch him gently he'll move slightly - but I always have that moment of worry in case he doesn't. 

He may rarely listen to me - his head usually being full of much more important stuff - mainly LJ - but I know how lucky I am.  As pagans we had a hand-fasting following our registry office wedding - well about a year later - the first one was for a year and a day and was done in front of the whole coven.  A year and a day later we privately renewed our vows as for this lifetime and all lifetimes to come - but I'd like this lifetime to go on much longer yet.  I have this idea of us both dying together - making love on my 100th birthday lol - what a way to go!!

Breakfast:  Porridge with protein powder & 1.5 tsp sugar

Lunch:  tuna steak in thai barbecue sauce and lettuce, kinder egg, strawberries & yogurt

Evening:  boiled ham & edam cheese on oatcakes, a pear & an apple

No snacks

Drinks:  2 large decaf coffees, 1 pint iced water

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